POV: the 3rd person this time
Pairing: implied Derek x Travis, Matt x Sonny, Evan x Sonny
Summary: Matt is 18 and his brother Evan (http://community.livejournal.com/fftlo
Disclaimer: NOT true. Happened in my head, obviously…
Author’s Note: THANK YOU so fucking much to anybody (and everybody) who reads/comments my stories!! I appreciate it SO much!!! ^_^
Chapter 1: http://mcr-blue-canary.livejournal.c
Chapter 2: http://mcr-blue-canary.livejournal.c
Chapter 3: http://mcr-blue-canary.livejournal.c
Chapter 4: http://mcr-blue-canary.livejournal.c
Chapter 5: http://mcr-blue-canary.livejournal.c
Chapter 6: http://mcr-blue-canary.livejournal.c
Chapter 7: http://mcr-blue-canary.livejournal.c
‘Italics in apostrophes stand for thoughts.’
The second Evan’s lips touched his, Sonny realizes that this is a date! His mind starts to race. ‘No wonder he bought me dinner! He expects something in return! Uh-oh…Now what?! A few kisses can’t hurt, if that will make him happy…But what about Matt? Well, Matt was being a jerk before, so…How am I gonna explain this?!’
Unable to think of anything else to do, Sonny keeps kissing him. He thinks back to the phone call he got from his grandmother. She wanted to know how everything was going, so he told her pretty much everything. She was disappointed. She told him she wanted him to fit in, to act American. She said he was being difficult; she didn’t want him to be a burden to his host family. She wanted him to do what was expected of him, even if it wasn’t exactly what he wanted. She didn’t want him to make the family look bad and bring shame to them. Sonny still feels bad about that. He doesn’t want to disappoint her or his host family; he feels like he already has.
So he can’t disappoint Evan now. ‘I have to give him what he wants. I can’t let him down. I can’t let anybody down.’
Evan’s thoughts are entirely different. He’s convinced Sonny truly likes him and is not feeling obligated.
They hear thunder in the distance. Evan breaks the kiss. “Uh-oh.”
Sonny looks up at the cloudy sky for a moment.
They start to feel the first raindrops.
“Here! C’mon!” Evan says, grabbing a hold of Sonny’s hand. He quickly laeds them to the children’s playhouse. Sonny laughs as they crawl inside and sit on the plastic floor.
“Well, at least we won’t be wet!” Evan replies with a smile.
“Yes,” Sonny says, looking out the window. ‘If this were Matt, he’d dance with me in the rain…’
Evan pulls Sonny close to him, wraps his arms around him, and kisses him again. Sonny responds in kind, their tongues fighting for domination.
Evan’s hand slowly rides up Sonny’s shirt, rubbing his back. ‘God, I hope he doesn’t mind! Don’t hit me!’
Sonny lets this gesture slide, encouraging Evan even more. He moves his hands to Sonny’s tummy and up his chest, rubbing his nipples. ‘He’s gonna hit me!’
Sonny moans quietly at the touch, as Evan continues to massage his nipples.
‘Oh my god!’ Sonny realizes, ‘He wants to sleep with me! Now what do I do?! I’m not ready for sex yet! I’ve never done it with a guy before! Damn it, I’m the idiot that mentioned free love! This is all my fault! Of course, he expects something! I led him on! I don’t want to disappoint him…there must be something else I can do for him…I can’t let him down, but I can’t give in all the way either…There must be something…’
Evan, seeing that Sonny is pretty easy-going so far, decides to push his luck as far as it will go, not really expecting it to last much longer. He moves Sonny so that he is leaning against the wall of the little house. He positions himself with on top of him with one leg on each side of him and kisses him.
‘Just how far are you gonna let me go, Sonny? I wonder if he would…naw, not one the first date, would he? I gotta at least try, though; he won’t let me, but that’s okay, we got plenty of time, right?’
Sonny isn’t sure what to do. He decides to let Evan continue until it’s too much, then he’ll offer some sort of alternate solution. ‘Maybe he doesn’t want sex…what if he does? What’ll I do? How can I say ‘no’ without hurting or disappointing him? I gotta think of a way soon!’
Evan decides to try something that he knows is gonna get him slapped—just for the hell of it. Still kissing him, he touches Sonny’s crotch, rubbing him. He feels Sonny tense up, immediately he pulls his hand away
“Um, sorry, you’re okay, right?” Evan stammers blushing. He curses himself for doing that to Sonny.
“Yes, I am okay,” Sonny whispers. ‘Oh shit! I’ve already disappointed him! He wants sex, after all, he did buy me expensive dinner…Oh no! I have to think of something quick…I know! We could do other sexual things without actually having sex! But I don’t really want to do that either…’ His grandmother’s words pop into his head: ‘“I want you to do what was expected of you, Sonny, even if it is not exactly what you want.” I must do this than, I won’t disappoint him!’ He looks up at an embarrassed Evan.
“Well, um, what…what…is…uh…there are other things…” Sonny mumbles, equally embarrassed.
“You want to, ok?”
“Huh?” Evan questions again, “You mean,” he rubs Sonny’s crotch, confused, “Ok?”
Evan’s eyes get wide. ‘He’s seriously okay with that?! Sweet!’ He kisses Sonny and continues to massage Sonny.
‘This isn’t so bad…’ Sonny thinks.
After a few minutes, Evan plays with Sonny’s belt, undoing it and unzipping his pants. Sonny soon feels Evan’s hand on manhood. He gasps, breaking their kiss. Evan stares into his eyes.
‘Uh-oh!! Now what?! I’ll have to…I’ll have to take things into my own hands.’
Sonny’s hands shakily come to Evan’s belt and he clumsily undoes it. Evan smiles at him.
“I want…to…um…the…um…kiss…you…here,” Sonny says poking at Evan’s erection.
“Really?!” Evan says, happily.
“Yes, but only that, no real sex, is that ok?” Sonny says hopefully.
“Ok! That’s fine by me!!” Evan smiles. ‘I didn’t even think I’d get this far, I’m fine with this!’ “Only foreplay, huh?”
“Yes. I think so.”
‘I didn’t disappoint him! Yet—I better make this good.’
Sonny smiles and diverts his attention southward. He moves Evan’s jeans and boxers out of the way, so he can get full access to Evan. He kisses the tip, making Evan moan. He then takes the full length in his mouth, the cool steel of his piercings brushing against the shaft.
“Oh, god, Sonny, that feels great!” Evan moans as he watches Sonny’s head bob up and down. Sonny’s eyes look up to meet his own. ‘God, that’s sexy…he is good at what he does!’
Evan’s hand trails Sonny’s back, eventually resting on his ass. Sonny makes sure to keep eye contact and to try different little tricks to please him even more. He plays with the tip with his tongue, licking the hole, and tasting the pre-cum. Sonny doesn’t care for the taste, but ignores it for the time being.
Sonny suddenly feels a finger inside of him. He moans, taking in more of Evan when he does. Evan continues to finger him, the other hand in Sonny’s hair. All he can think of is how good this feels—Sonny is better than any girl.
Sonny has to admit it does feel good, but he doesn’t want sex right now. He likes Evan as a friend, nothing more, there’s no spark there, like there is with Matt. Unwittingly, Sonny finds himself thinking about Matt, about doing this to Matt. But even if it was Matt; he still wasn’t ready for sex yet.
“Oh, god, Sonny, I’m close!” Evan moans. Sonny moves faster to assist him. He fingers Sonny faster as well.
He cums in Sonny’s mouth with a loud moan. Sonny spits it onto the floor.
“A spitter, huh?” Evan mutters, taking his finger out of Sonny. ‘It woulda been hotter if you just swallowed it.’
“Yes,” Sonny smiles. ‘You only swallow it if you love the other person.’
Evan pulls Sonny close, hugging him tight, “Do you need any help down there?”
“No, it will go away.”
“I could help if you wanted me to…”
“It will go away, don’t worry about it.”
“Ok…We’ll stay in here until it does.”
“Yes. The rain is stopped.” Sonny says. ‘I wonder what Matt is doing right now…I wonder how much he’ll hate me…Oh no! Matt will hate me! What have I done?! Now I’ll end up hurting and disappointing Matt! I can’t do that! I must give him more than I give Evan…Oh no! What if Evan wants to do this again?! What am I gonna do?! Matt can’t find out! But what if he does?! How can I fix this? What the hell is wrong with me?!’ Sonny holds back his tears. He doesn’t want Evan to know how rotten he feels. ‘Well, at least my boner’s gone…